Everyone says they had rly gd fun on DofE but i didn't rly. Its not like i hate walkin or anithin but its way more fun wen ur in a group wit all ur friends.
No one seems to understand (apart from my flute teacher) how much pain i was/am in. My feet hav always bn like this thou so i doubt that my feet will get any beta for DofE Assessment. Part of me wants to quit but the other part thinks i should carry on.. but ur supposed to want to do DofE. In ur interview wat if the employer was like, "ah y did u do DofE, then?" i can't exactly say cos i thought it would look gd on my CV... so will u employ me?? it just doesn't work.
People don't no how much of a failure i felt wen my whole group were a fair bit in front of me but i couldn't do anithin cos my feet hurt sooo much.. i was limpin by the end. practically the whole way bac i was cryin nd bout 3 times i said i was goin to ring up nd get my mum to pic me up... but i didn't cos we finally completed it. After knockin on 2 houses nd askin 2 passers by.
All of this just put me against DofE, y do somethin i'm not enjoyin?? at least its more bearable wen ur wit ur friends, but i'm not which makes the experience much more worse.
Its kinda annoyin wen people r tellin me not to quit but rly its not their choice nd i rly don't think my feet will last... so i just rly don't no wat to do....
Otherwise this week hasn't bn that bad apart from havin to walk at a snails pace... ugh history 1st draft in for friday.... in some ways i can't b bothered but i hav to get it done. anyone see 90210? Liam the bartender is fit as. nd him nd naomi make a gd couple.....
Today wasn't bad i just hope the week goes rly quickly.
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